Crossing the Veil: A Rainbow Light Body Activation Through Magic Mushrooms

On October 28, 2020, I entered into a light yet profound magic mushrooms experience that lasted only a couple of hours, but left a lifelong imprint on my soul. Within 40 minutes of ingesting the medicine, I began tuning into what I was meant to receive—and what unfolded was deeply symbolic, multidimensional, and healing.

The first vision that came to me was of a feline being—an angry cat-woman, snarling and full of rage. She confronted me fiercely, her presence intense and palpable. Rather than retreat, I softened. I surrounded her in pink light, held her in love, and embraced her until her fury dissolved. Eventually, she lay down peacefully next to me, comforted and healed.

Soon after, I was shown a woman with her throat violently cut. From this wound, black goo and shadow emerged. Through that opening, I saw a dark being—and inside of that, a human brain. It was entirely in black and white, devoid of any color or vitality. I intuitively knew it represented an aspect of my own inner shadow or trauma. I entered the darkness and vibrated unconditional love and crystalline healing through it, much like I did in my early healing awakenings back in 2016. Back then, my eyes would tremble intensely as they processed high-frequency information. This time, a guide told me, “Your eyes no longer need to vibrate—you’ve acclimated to these levels of perception.”

Then, a jaguar—or perhaps a tiger—appeared. This sacred animal brought clarity and showed me hidden fears still residing in my field: fear of failure, loss, embodying my true self, and even fear of the dark itself. I acknowledged these wounds and allowed the healing frequencies to begin clearing them.

The tiger then led me upward—to what felt like the threshold between dimensions. We reached a thin, semi-transparent membrane. On one side: the familiar earthly realm. On the other: rainbow plasma, crystalline frequencies, and starlight—a higher dimensional plane of pure love. The tiger passed through first. As his head breached the veil, I saw him transfigured into rainbow light. Then it was my turn.

As I moved through the membrane, it stripped away everything I couldn’t bring with me—all attachments, old patterns, and limiting beliefs. My head passed through first, granting me a glimpse of the celestial beauty on the other side. I continued through and emerged in a rainbow crystalline form—fully luminous, light, and free.

Throughout this sacred passage, a divine feminine guide accompanied me. She lovingly referred to me as Matthew, encouraging me to stay present. At one point, I felt tempted to grab my phone and jot down notes of the experience—but she gently nudged, “Matthew, you can write about it later… just be here now.” Her voice was familiar, maternal, and full of grace.

As the visions faded, I entered the familiar stages of the mushroom journey—seeing energy lines and veins in my hands, walls pulsing and breathing softly around me. And then, it all gently dissolved.

I also received insights about love and embodiment that will be shared in a future post. For now, I sit with deep gratitude for this journey and the layers of psychedelic healing it brought through. Each time we show up with presence and openness, these sacred medicines bring us closer to who we truly are.