This was a vivid meditation experience I had on March 2nd, 2021. At the time it didn’t feel right to share as it felt like it would have been shared around my ego. But I’ve been getting an intuitive nudge to share it and also a reminder to myself by remembering the experience.
I shoot out the top of duality into the celestial. I am magnetically pulled to the top of a mountain range.
Sri Yukteswar awaiting for me there.
Me asking my pendulum if it is really him…
Sri Yukteswar: you know it’s me, get rid of the doubt and put that pendulum away, you don’t need it. Grabbing onto that pulls you into the doubt more. Faith is all you need, now summon the faith in yourself and your abilities.
Sri: Step forward into the space. Come in and sit down, relax, get comfortable.
Me thinking this will be a good experience to share later.
Sri: let go of that! That’s your ego looking for further validation, and putting your thoughts in the future distracting you from this moment with me. Drop the ego.
I drop the ego and dissolve it.
Sri: let’s have a cup of tea
Me thinking oh mushroom tea would be nice. Maybe this tea will give me a nice vision or activate something… maybe a cup of pure source…
Sri interrupting: no it’s just a cup of tea, but it is God. Anything you put in the cup and the cup itself is God. You can enjoy a cup of tea, drinking the love of God anytime. Even if it tastes bad, you can enjoy it with God! And you can do this with any moment in your life, enjoy your glass of water and meal with God. Enjoy the moment with God.
Me wanting to ask questions or thinking
Sri: no questions, sit and enjoy this moment, let it all go.
I get present in the moment, and I look down at my cup of tea and a snake starts coming out of it.
Me wanting to react
Sri: don’t react, do nothing, that is God remember!
I observe the snake and it goes out of the cup and goes onto the ground. It lays 4 eggs. Witnessing the magical energy of God and creation.
I then think do snakes lay eggs? I can’t remember
Sri: it doesn’t matter! This experience doesn’t have to make rational sense, it’s a gift in the present moment.
I really feel the magic of the moment in the present and just feel very light and positive enjoying it. Looking at the magic of creation in the eggs. They hatch, the babies come out and follow the mother and they venture off.
God is already there, but comes in with an additional form. In a form like a human outline, gold, and sits down with us. He takes a sip of the tea and says “this tastes like piss!”
All 3 of us laugh together very loudly, with joy.
God: a beer would be better
Me: a beer would be better, and a smoke!
God nodding head in agreement
Sri: let’s stick with the tea 🤣
Me: let’s have tea again sometime
Sri: yes we will, but have tea with God in all your moments in your life. Feel God and be present in the moment, enjoy each moment and be grateful for the magic in it. Faith my friend.
