When I was 18 years old I was high on ecstasy dancing in the street like an idiot listening to that “Our House, our house in the middle of our street” song haha.
It was around 3 in the morning or so. I ended up walking down to the lagoon. I sat on the water’s edge and began meditating.
I went straight up into the sky, into these pure white clouds of energy and became one with them. As that happened all the fish in the water came to me and started jumping in the water right in front of me. Simultaneously I also heard, felt, and was one with all the insects and rodents and they were all running toward me. I was pulling all the fish, animals, rodents, and insects to me like an enormous magnet. But at the same time I was aware of where every single one was in relation to where I was sitting.
When the rodents and insects got about 10 feet from me I freaked out and ran out of the lagoon as fast as I could.
I was in such a high vibration of joy and love on ecstasy that it increased my vibration to levels I hadn’t experienced in this life before. And when I meditated a part of me knew exactly what to do and where to go in order to be one with my own power and the things around my physical environment.
That was the first of many incredibly powerful and undeniable experiences I have had in this life. Some I have been 100% sober for and others have been on substances or plant medicines. I’ll always remember this one and cherish it.
By no means am I suggesting to use drugs. Within 24 hours of that experience I had my first Grand Mal seizure and then had seizures for almost a decade before I healed the epilepsy completely. All part of the journey!
Love,
Meashenu
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